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The prayer

When you hold my hand
There is a tremble within my soul
An unexplained feeling of security
A Care of being there

When you kiss my hand
It tells me of your truthfulness
Your craziness about me
Is all that I treasure

Baby I love you
Is all that I can say
Till this world's end and beyond
You'll always be the prayer I pray of :)

Love you the most

It just happend...
Like it never did before
Smiling like an innocent angel
I walked in the willow

He looked at me
and took my hand
placed it on his hand
and wrote our names on the sand

I never understood him
until it was time for him to leave
he realised I wasnt the one
When he turned back and left

He kissed me
and treated like a child
Made me do my will
just to see me smile

He became upset
when I turned away from him
But holded me near
so that never do i fear

He teases me and plays with me
He calls me mad
but behind his laughter
I know he is sad

He loves me..
And I know I do too
For a million times now
I see it in his eyes too

He says he never was in love with me
just loved me like an angel
How beautifully can he lie
When he cant even say 'I end it all'

He tells me to move on
and leave him alone
He tells me friendship will never die
till I reach the moon

How can I hate him
how can I love him not
You can divert your mind
but you cant stop loving, someone who loves you the most!

The Waiting...

Its been quite some time since then

That you left for another place

somewhere far from me

to those I never seen



My eyes are just so wet

and yearning to see you come

waiting at my door

I'm still not done



It makes me think

of all my little times spend with you

from the cutest love filled friendship

to the angry moments then



I so miss your charming smile

When I felt so down yesterday

But I couldnt stretch my hand to my phone

I knew you were'nt there



Life is so strange isnt it?

When you love someone so dear

you never know how much you do, to measure it

Until its gone...just the missing now



Your miles away from me right now

and when i think i need you

all I do is close my eyes

and think your near



Come fast and run into my heart

just like you never did

times spent together

is not what we did as a kid



and there I end my waiting

just to recieve you call

saying you'll be here

before the next fall :)

Back one day

There was a time when i felt i was lost

I thought there was nothing..to see..to feel

bt just you...

somewhere far away...

holding our arms wide

Just waiting for me to run into you...



I envy those moments..

it sounds really filmy but so awesome

to be there with you

lost...unknown

just to find myself in you



But those days just ran through

as i never thought it could be...again another major break..

to believe i wasnt there...

you were too far to hold on to...

but its you

who still lives in my heart...

burning the lighting fire of love

keeping me going...somewhere down me...

just for the dreamt fact that you'll be back one day

A salute to the 26/11 Martyrs

For that every blood dropped,
For that every man we lost
All we can say in grief & gratitude
Is a heart felt salute.

That day we'll never forget
For we lost a loved friend
In tears and in prayer
We miss your presence everywhere

What else can we give
Than just our thanks and tears
Even today when we look back
It brings back those fears.

we cannot give you your life back
And not even your family
But India together will surely
Bring glories to our country

We'll fightback the terror
And reply to every attack
We'll never let this happen again
together we will win

Jai Hind to your courage
And for all that you did for us
Even if this countr will stand together
We may not be able to repay

We pray for courage in every family
That lost, We remember this day
And never let terror strike again
This is our promise till the last we say

My Love

I loved you and i still do
what differs is the distance
when things go wrong i see you
when things so right i can feel you

There are times when i wish you were here
to hold me & tell me you are near
like an angel you are there behind me
what isn't there, is you aren't with me

I have seen you laugh
but cannot see you cry
thank god you walked away
before my eyes would see you dry

Today i wish i could tell you
how much my heart felt for you
but yet another day goes by
you turn away and say good bye

Why do Dreams Shatter?

WHY DO DREAMS SHATTER?
AND TO WHOM DOES IT MATTER?
WE STILL LIVE BUT SEPERATE
IT HURTS DEEP WITHIN THERE
BUT I KNOW NO ONE CARES
I REMEMBER THAT EVERY DATE IN CAFE COFFE DAY
I REMEMBER THAT EVERY WORD YOU SAY
THEY FLASH BEFORE MY EYES
AND BEFORE I WANT TO FEEL IT DIES
ITS HAPPENING FOR A YEAR SINCE YOU'VE LEFT
IN MY LIFE IT WAS A MAJOR THEFT
WALKING AWAY AND LEAVING ME HELPLESS
I CAN'T IMAGINE YOU WOULD BE SO MERCYLESS
I DECIDED TO WALK ALONE THE WAY
IT SEEMED EASY
BUT WITHOUT YOU IT WAS ALL DIFFICULT
YOU WERE MY LIFE,MY BREATH MY HEART
BUT I NEVER KNEW I WAS ALONE FROM THE START.

That's Life

Who says life is short?
Ask yourself how many times were you forced to sin?
How many times have you cried?
How many times were you hurt by someone?
How many times were you ignored by everyone?

No! No! No!
Life is long
With ups and downs
I see it now
How far it runs

My mind has become a cluster of thoughts
My heart a place of mixed emotions
Trying not to behold the wrong
I close my eyes and sing a song

Life is long
Experience is what we get
Looking back at your past is a must
That’s when you’ll know how much you can trust

The feeling in Love

On the seventh heaven and above the sky
There is someone for whom I can die
I feel so beautiful within me
I wish if only anyone would see

I smile even when I cry
Life is no more dry
I wanted to be with you
And you came with a hug too

Sometimes there are treasures lost
Some lost and then found
Somewhere rooted deep under the ground
I wanted to say you’re my dream boy

The moment your gone I miss you
I cry, and you clear my tear
There is a vision I want to see through your eyes
There is a feel I want to feel through your kiss
There is a tremble far deep within the soul, I see you forever

You mean so much to me
Like heaven lost its most precious pearl to see you on earth
I’m lucky to have you dear
I rule heaven now.

Straight from a broken heart

What stage has life brought life me to?
I’m caught between the sea and the devil where you threw
The more I want to go higher,
You drop me down in that fire.

I gave up myself to you,
My world, my energy, my soul to you,
But why did you do this to me?
Was I not true or did I let you free?

My heart screams for your love,
I will die for what you never serve,
I wonder if I was wrong,
And all I did just meant you a song.

Why did you do this to me?
Was I not faithful? Was I not true?
Then why on earth did you ever,
Cut me half way through?

I crashed my strength, my energy my life,
You broke up the trust by saying I wasn’t your wife.
I gave you all you needed,
I gave you all you wished,
My happiness I sacrificed for you,
But why did you hate me too?

Every tear that rolled down my eyes,
I knew it wasn’t anything for you,
But the moment I die crying for you,
That day you will realize how much I loved you too

A relation is not a matter of call,
But a trusted bond for which you will save him and you will fall
A hug to make you care
A smile to forever share,
All of your sorrows that you never swear, I dare.

You filled my world with momentary joys,
And you always ignored my screaming voice,
I cried at your sorrows and you laughed at mine,
And when I hugged you tight you looked at the time.

I seen my future dancing with you,
But when reality struck me I controlled myself too.
Please you tell me once,
Did I ever dance?
Yet with another you set me a glance

I struck my life with the memories of us,
Some happy, some sad and thus
I will be the woman you will recall at once?
But never ask what was the curse.

For you I never lied
For you I always cried
And hurting me again in life,
You set me on fire and burnt me alive

I trusted you more than my own
I loved you with boundaries unknown
Then why did you leave me
For someone whose goals were never sown.

My tears I shed for you mattered for none
I wished someday on me the sun shun
But I wasn’t so lucky to curse you such
Because how could I forget I loved you so much

You turned my world upside down
Ditching me, my love you always frowned
Was it my mistake to love you?
That you ditched me for one and two?

I sacrificed all I possessed
And did it all what you suggest
You pulled my hand to show me the sky
But you never realized you hurted me so much that I had to die

Even after my death if I have a choice
And if you can still listen to my screaming voice
It will always cry for you my dear
Because I love you so much, I’ll wait to feel you near,
But I fumble with words and fear
What if I die and in your eyes I see a tear…
I love you dear…forever& ever & ever…

If you could only

if you could only read my eyes
you would see the stream of love that flows
if you could only read my eyes
you could feel my love that never shows
if you could only read my eyes
they speak more than what i could say
if you could only read my eyes
they would tell u things i would never say
if you could only read my eyes
you would feel the pain i pierced within me
if you could only read my eyes
i never knew that you hated me as i see
if you could only read my eyes
it would tell you a millions of stories
if you could only read my eyesthere would be so many cries
if you could only read my eyes
they say what my heart can feel
if you could only read my eyes
you would never make me cry
if you could only read my eyes
they were the mirror to myself
and if you could only read my eyes
i'm sure you would feel yourself...

I will Always...

I will always be with you

Whenever you need me or two

I will always hold your hand

Whenever you are alone together we will stand



I will always treasure our memories of love

Come to me and we will serve

I will always want you to be with me

Because through your eyes the world I could see



I will always care for you

Until my eyes are open

I will always hold you near

So that you will never fear



I will always keep you in my heart

Just like the way I did from the start

And I will always love you

Just for a simple reason I live for you

And I will always

I will always be there for you…I love you

Mummy Come Back ( A poem dedicated to the 26th July Deluge Affected Victims in Mumbai)

I'd never seen God

And I'd never felt him near

But that day I'd never want to recall

The day I had my biggest fall



The place was filled with water

Vehicles half drowned

People were swimming through

And I heard that every little sound



I was Alone at home

Crying and screeming in pain

But God never heard me

And all my prayers went in vain



I knew no where

Which place was mummy there

And in the thunder storm

I heard as if she was there



I could hear her say

"Don't cry my child, I love you so much"

But all that I missed was her gentle touch



Days after days

Everything was dry

But God even now couldn't hear

A little child's cry



"Mummy come back

I'm waiting for you so long

I Promise when you reach back

I'll sing you a song"



So many years now

I'm still waiting for mummy

If only she comes home

I'll ask her why did she keep me so lonely



Grandpa says

God has kept mummy on his lap

I still pray to God

To please send my mummy back



I feel so loney, Alone and Lost

For the love of a mother can never be measured in cost

Ask this to all those who've lost a mother

No money, No Life

Can ever bring a mother to Life :(



"I LOVE YOU MUMMA"