Straight from a broken heart

What stage has life brought life me to?
I’m caught between the sea and the devil where you threw
The more I want to go higher,
You drop me down in that fire.

I gave up myself to you,
My world, my energy, my soul to you,
But why did you do this to me?
Was I not true or did I let you free?

My heart screams for your love,
I will die for what you never serve,
I wonder if I was wrong,
And all I did just meant you a song.

Why did you do this to me?
Was I not faithful? Was I not true?
Then why on earth did you ever,
Cut me half way through?

I crashed my strength, my energy my life,
You broke up the trust by saying I wasn’t your wife.
I gave you all you needed,
I gave you all you wished,
My happiness I sacrificed for you,
But why did you hate me too?

Every tear that rolled down my eyes,
I knew it wasn’t anything for you,
But the moment I die crying for you,
That day you will realize how much I loved you too

A relation is not a matter of call,
But a trusted bond for which you will save him and you will fall
A hug to make you care
A smile to forever share,
All of your sorrows that you never swear, I dare.

You filled my world with momentary joys,
And you always ignored my screaming voice,
I cried at your sorrows and you laughed at mine,
And when I hugged you tight you looked at the time.

I seen my future dancing with you,
But when reality struck me I controlled myself too.
Please you tell me once,
Did I ever dance?
Yet with another you set me a glance

I struck my life with the memories of us,
Some happy, some sad and thus
I will be the woman you will recall at once?
But never ask what was the curse.

For you I never lied
For you I always cried
And hurting me again in life,
You set me on fire and burnt me alive

I trusted you more than my own
I loved you with boundaries unknown
Then why did you leave me
For someone whose goals were never sown.

My tears I shed for you mattered for none
I wished someday on me the sun shun
But I wasn’t so lucky to curse you such
Because how could I forget I loved you so much

You turned my world upside down
Ditching me, my love you always frowned
Was it my mistake to love you?
That you ditched me for one and two?

I sacrificed all I possessed
And did it all what you suggest
You pulled my hand to show me the sky
But you never realized you hurted me so much that I had to die

Even after my death if I have a choice
And if you can still listen to my screaming voice
It will always cry for you my dear
Because I love you so much, I’ll wait to feel you near,
But I fumble with words and fear
What if I die and in your eyes I see a tear…
I love you dear…forever& ever & ever…