Love you the most

It just happend...
Like it never did before
Smiling like an innocent angel
I walked in the willow

He looked at me
and took my hand
placed it on his hand
and wrote our names on the sand

I never understood him
until it was time for him to leave
he realised I wasnt the one
When he turned back and left

He kissed me
and treated like a child
Made me do my will
just to see me smile

He became upset
when I turned away from him
But holded me near
so that never do i fear

He teases me and plays with me
He calls me mad
but behind his laughter
I know he is sad

He loves me..
And I know I do too
For a million times now
I see it in his eyes too

He says he never was in love with me
just loved me like an angel
How beautifully can he lie
When he cant even say 'I end it all'

He tells me to move on
and leave him alone
He tells me friendship will never die
till I reach the moon

How can I hate him
how can I love him not
You can divert your mind
but you cant stop loving, someone who loves you the most!

The Waiting...

Its been quite some time since then

That you left for another place

somewhere far from me

to those I never seen



My eyes are just so wet

and yearning to see you come

waiting at my door

I'm still not done



It makes me think

of all my little times spend with you

from the cutest love filled friendship

to the angry moments then



I so miss your charming smile

When I felt so down yesterday

But I couldnt stretch my hand to my phone

I knew you were'nt there



Life is so strange isnt it?

When you love someone so dear

you never know how much you do, to measure it

Until its gone...just the missing now



Your miles away from me right now

and when i think i need you

all I do is close my eyes

and think your near



Come fast and run into my heart

just like you never did

times spent together

is not what we did as a kid



and there I end my waiting

just to recieve you call

saying you'll be here

before the next fall :)

Back one day

There was a time when i felt i was lost

I thought there was nothing..to see..to feel

bt just you...

somewhere far away...

holding our arms wide

Just waiting for me to run into you...



I envy those moments..

it sounds really filmy but so awesome

to be there with you

lost...unknown

just to find myself in you



But those days just ran through

as i never thought it could be...again another major break..

to believe i wasnt there...

you were too far to hold on to...

but its you

who still lives in my heart...

burning the lighting fire of love

keeping me going...somewhere down me...

just for the dreamt fact that you'll be back one day

A salute to the 26/11 Martyrs

For that every blood dropped,
For that every man we lost
All we can say in grief & gratitude
Is a heart felt salute.

That day we'll never forget
For we lost a loved friend
In tears and in prayer
We miss your presence everywhere

What else can we give
Than just our thanks and tears
Even today when we look back
It brings back those fears.

we cannot give you your life back
And not even your family
But India together will surely
Bring glories to our country

We'll fightback the terror
And reply to every attack
We'll never let this happen again
together we will win

Jai Hind to your courage
And for all that you did for us
Even if this countr will stand together
We may not be able to repay

We pray for courage in every family
That lost, We remember this day
And never let terror strike again
This is our promise till the last we say

My Love

I loved you and i still do
what differs is the distance
when things go wrong i see you
when things so right i can feel you

There are times when i wish you were here
to hold me & tell me you are near
like an angel you are there behind me
what isn't there, is you aren't with me

I have seen you laugh
but cannot see you cry
thank god you walked away
before my eyes would see you dry

Today i wish i could tell you
how much my heart felt for you
but yet another day goes by
you turn away and say good bye

Why do Dreams Shatter?

WHY DO DREAMS SHATTER?
AND TO WHOM DOES IT MATTER?
WE STILL LIVE BUT SEPERATE
IT HURTS DEEP WITHIN THERE
BUT I KNOW NO ONE CARES
I REMEMBER THAT EVERY DATE IN CAFE COFFE DAY
I REMEMBER THAT EVERY WORD YOU SAY
THEY FLASH BEFORE MY EYES
AND BEFORE I WANT TO FEEL IT DIES
ITS HAPPENING FOR A YEAR SINCE YOU'VE LEFT
IN MY LIFE IT WAS A MAJOR THEFT
WALKING AWAY AND LEAVING ME HELPLESS
I CAN'T IMAGINE YOU WOULD BE SO MERCYLESS
I DECIDED TO WALK ALONE THE WAY
IT SEEMED EASY
BUT WITHOUT YOU IT WAS ALL DIFFICULT
YOU WERE MY LIFE,MY BREATH MY HEART
BUT I NEVER KNEW I WAS ALONE FROM THE START.

That's Life

Who says life is short?
Ask yourself how many times were you forced to sin?
How many times have you cried?
How many times were you hurt by someone?
How many times were you ignored by everyone?

No! No! No!
Life is long
With ups and downs
I see it now
How far it runs

My mind has become a cluster of thoughts
My heart a place of mixed emotions
Trying not to behold the wrong
I close my eyes and sing a song

Life is long
Experience is what we get
Looking back at your past is a must
That’s when you’ll know how much you can trust